I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN FINALLY TALK TO CJ AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(for the most part)
ok now that is out of my systom... here is what has been going on since my last journal...
good news update: the restaining order has been lifted from the court and no harm done.
bad news update: i still have to go to a counseler but its all good now. i still can't talk to cj alone but we can chat online, so that is a plus
f-up news update: i can eat food now, just not in larger portions, my eyes are WAY to big for my stumche tho still. my mom has let some stuff go, but it is still thick, but i can deal for now. Dad has alwaysed confused me, but nothing big now. i still can't go on an actual date with CJ yet, but we are working on the truust isue so we should be able to, at the latest, go on a 1-on-1 date my december 17th (our one year). i still don't get the whole devorce thing, but i am not worring about it, i am to happy right now to give a crap.
my heart is starting to be put back together, and the process goes faster every time i talk to cj.
i just thought i would fill you all in so that thoughs who have been worring can keep a heads up on what has been taking effect. love yall! and please keep in touch. pease!
What i like: Leather, shopping, shoes, writing, World of Warcraft, video games in general, my friends, music, and most of the love of my life.
What i don't like: Snow in the spring...grrr, me ballet danceing, really cold weather, really hot weather, rules, seeing my friends upset or depressed.
9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go
Article 2:
The Three Steps
1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3.Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3:
The Commandments
1.Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one..
3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
Here are a few reasons
why guys like girls:
1.They will always smell good
even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always
find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden
everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours
to get dressed but in the end
it makes it all worth while
8.Because they are always warm
even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good
no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments
even though you both know that you
think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13.The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name
on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'
even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when
you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say
'I love you'
18. Actually ...
just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize
for crying over something that silly
21.
The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.
Then the way they apologize when it does hurt.
(even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it
doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet
regardless if you love them, hate them,
wish they would die or know that you would die
without them ... it matters not.
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings
of her very heart. We love them for a million
reasons, No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
This chain started in 1887.
It is a love chain letter...
In an hour you are supposed to send it to
25 people. It is easy, just look into
chat rooms and find them. Anyway,
send it to 25 people in 1 hour.
Now here comes the fun part. You then say
the name of the person you like or love
and then the person will say 'I love you,' or
'Will you go out with me?' Tomorrow!
NO JOKE!!!
THE CONSEQUENCES i miss you kyle....Joanna
The consequences are:
If you break the chain letter, you will have bad luck
in future relationships. If you don't break the chain,
then you will be a happy camper!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
You have been chosen to participate
in the LONGEST and the
LUCKIEST chain letter on
the Internet! Once you read,
this letter you must
IMMEDIATELY
(meaning within the hour)
be sent to 25 people
After you send it, make a wish
and it will come TRUE!
DONT WAIT FOR A CERTAIN TIME
TO SEND IT........ REMEMBER,
IT MUST BE SENT TO
25 PEOPLE WITHIN 1 HOUR,
OR YOUR WISH WILL NOT COME
TRUE! If THIS CHAIN LETTER IS
CONTINUED UNTIL THE YEAR 2010,
IT WILL BE PLACED IN
THE GUINNESS BOOK
OF WORLD RECORDS!
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